Why

we have to be separated, and choose our own way, and pretend like we never met and fell in love before?

Every second is really hard to endure, when we are forced to leave our loved one, because others can't see all the love that grow between us.

Is that a fate?

Or is that I am too weak, keep bursting into tears when thinking of the 4 years of relationship, had almost gone in a blink of eyes?

Why me? Why us?

O Allah, only to You I put my trust and my hope. Help me ya Allah, to stand strong facing the unseen future.