Alhamdulillah, exam dah selesai. Cuma berdoa, bertawakal dan mengharap yang terbaik untuk peperiksaan yang telah berlalu. Juga telah kembali ke meja belajar seperti asal. Sebulan waktu mengulangkaji dan peperiksaan, aku memang memilih untuk mengulangkaji di lantai sambil menyepahkan segala nota di keliling pinggang - kononnya lebih santai, kurang stress dan kurang sakit belakang.
Semester terakhir, untuk tahun terakhir ini juga sudah bermula. Agak hectic untuk 5 minggu pertama, kemudian untuk minggu-minggu seterusnya, cuma bersekolah 2 hari seminggu - Isnin dan Khamis.
Alangkah infinitinya nikmat masa lapang yang aku perolehi di tahun akhir pengajian ini. Semoga aku tak biarkan ia berlalu begitu saja, kerana 3 kertas yang menanti pada penghujung Mei ini akan menjadi penentu samada aku akan grad atau tidak pada bulan Julai nanti. Tolong doakan ye semua!
Tengoklah, Allah dah beri nikmat masa yang sebegitu banyak (belum kira nikmat lain lagi ye, tak terhitung!) Kita, tanpa segan silu setiap hari buat dosa, buat maksiat - mata, telinga, hati, tangan, kaki amal ibadat, mungkin buat, tapi jauh dari sempurna tambah lagi komplen itu dan ini yang tu tak best, yang ni tak kena masa exam, sujud bukan main lama doa penuh kudus, khusyuk dan tulus hanya mengharap pada-Nya, sepenuhnya tapi, bila sudah bebas merdeka kenapa mesti susut prestasi ibadahnya? lepas exam, dah tak perlu pergantungan pada Allah macam tu ke?
Sungguh tak akan terhitung nikmat yang kita kufuri sedang Allah, yang Maha Pengasih pada hamba-Nya, terus memberi
Tak malukah kita dengan Allah?
Sekadar muhasabah bersama, lebih-lebih lagi kepada empunya tangan yang mencoret!
p/s : Selamat tinggal Encik Jablonski! Maaf daku tak berupaya mencintaimu sepenuh hati, kau memang membawa mimpi ngeri, semoga kita tak ketemu lagi!
Lately The weather is not so well, it's terribly freezing everywhere Snow and ice refuse to melt at all I feel like myself turning to a passive polar bear now I don't have heart at all to sit for the exam this Wednesday Mak said - if I can just replace you, then I'll do (see how 'big' the mother's love is) Photophysics and nanochemistry are not 'touching' my soul at all But I know I still have to chew them, at least, even I can't digest Too much things to think, to do, to act and to decide at the same time
Ya Allah kurniakanlah semangat dan kekuatan kepada kami Ya Allah berilah petunjuk-Mu dalam setiap urusan kami Ya Allah nilailah dan berkatilah segala usaha kami Ya Allah permudahkanlah bagi kami jalan-jalan kejayaan, agar dapat kami tegakkan agama-Mu dengan kejayaan kami
Another new year is coming, with another colourful pages of stories in my life's journal, and also in everyone's life.
No new resolution on 1 January 2010, just trying my best to make each of my day better than the previous, seeking for His blessings and guidance.
By the way I'm still looking forward for 2010, as I expect too many things and changes will come to my life this year. Turning 23 this June - the bigger the number is, then I am actually walking closer towards the end of my life.
Life still goes on. Just sitting and following the flow can't help me much. I have to plan something, at least.
I wish to be the one who will wear congregation dress this July, receiving a scroll of success after 3 years of efforts (not-so-hardworking period, to be honest!). May Allah make our way in this last critical 6 months ease and smooth, so that these three stooges will be on stage in this coming summer congregation, insyaAllah. Everyone please keep praying for us.
And will fly home just after graduation insyaAllah. English land is really nice and I've learned too many things throughout my stay here, and I do love Newcastle as much as I love my hometown, but my heart and my life is not here. I left everything back home - so I must fly back!
And another episode will begin here. From old Bedson to IPDA in Jitra, which is totally entirely different - people, environment, system, ways of thinking, lifestyle, materials to be studied etc etc. I hope I can quickly adapt with this typical teacher-in-training life and the important thing is not wasting my time to make a long list of comparison between life in UK and here. I have to learn to not complain too much in the future. I am the one who chose to be here - not any others - so just be patient. I'll be there for less than a year, and I'm pretty sure time will fly so fast. May Allah help me with His guidance in my final journey before becoming a teacher.
Hehehe...what to do with a ring? I can't lie myself that I do not even think about this matter, especially when I see my friends - one by one - get married. Well, I just simply believe in what Allah has written for me - what, when and who is the best for me - so once again, I have to be patient. Kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana. Avoid peer pressure! :D
Hurm...Allah is the best planner than whoever, and His plans, of course the best fate for me.
p/s : Selamat tinggal Encik Jablonski! Maaf daku tak berupaya mencintaimu sepenuh hati,
Tiada apa yang perlu dibanggakan dalam kehidupan ini.
And will fly home just after graduation insyaAllah. English land is really nice and I've learned too many things throughout my stay here, and I do love Newcastle as much as I love my hometown, but my heart and my life is not here. I left everything back home - so I must fly back!
And another episode will begin here. From old Bedson to IPDA in Jitra, which is totally entirely different - people, environment, system, ways of thinking, lifestyle, materials to be studied etc etc. I hope I can quickly adapt with this typical teacher-in-training life and the important thing is not wasting my time to make a long list of comparison between life in UK and here. I have to learn to not complain too much in the future. I am the one who chose to be here - not any others - so just be patient. I'll be there for less than a year, and I'm pretty sure time will fly so fast. May Allah help me with His guidance in my final journey before becoming a teacher.
Hehehe...what to do with a ring? I can't lie myself that I do not even think about this matter, especially when I see my friends - one by one - get married. Well, I just simply believe in what Allah has written for me - what, when and who is the best for me - so once again, I have to be patient. Kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana. Avoid peer pressure! :D